Long days and long nights
The pain subsides
But I just feel not quite right
Scared of the future
Scared of past
Don’t want to move forward
But to strong to move back
Tears stream like water falling from the gutter
The pain comes and goes
I feel like I’ve been hit by thunder
The choices we make impact us so
Afraid to move back and afraid to let go
Noone likes pain
It’s like an annoying pest
We try to run but, it always makes us take the test
My hearts full of pain
I can feel it overflowing
Being strong is a job
And I want to quit sometimes
Why is it me that always gets the shaft?
The last one left being picked for the team
I’m the best thing yell ever had
And you constantly ruin my dream
As the tears flow and flow
Nothing changes in sight
How I wish it were different
Wishing everything were alright
Running from pain is not in my life
Confronting it head on seems a little to bright
So I’ll just lay here and cry
And question why…
-Kyi
