Rigged places Strange faces Different avenues No real venues The sky stays blue I wish it would rain The dark clouds will bring out my pain Never warm Always cold Sitting and waiting For life to unfold At a standstill Everything seems broken Every time I speak My words are not spoken Vanished like the air in the nights’ warm sky Unlike birds who sing when they cry Life’s a make of emptiness and sadness Hurt and pity mixed with turmoil and hope I can’t sing praises If I can’t see it I can’t be grateful If I don’t feel it I can’t feel hopeful If I have no hope I can’t feel faithful If I have no faith An unknowing belief And trust is… faith My world can be ripped to shreds Crashing down like lightening to a tree But I will not falter I will not wither There are things I don’t understand And things that I question But faith keeps me locked in Strapped in for the ride I won’t subside I won’t give in Life’s not a picnic But with faith I win I love this world and it can tear you apart But faith is my strength And is stays glowing in my heart -Khaniqua
I deserve better I deserve it all Flowers for no reason Just because they are my favorite Spur of the moment texts Because you can’t stop thinking about me Thoughtful gifts Just because they make me smile My smile is important I am important My love is important Dates that make my heart skip beats And jealously from my friends That will tell me “Have several seats” I want a love that overflows like a waterfall A love that I can tell to my daughter When she asks me “What is love?” I deserve better I deserve it all Picnics and park walks Massages and small talks Sporting events with the kids in tow My favorite scents and lingerie you should already know Just because love That real love Call it impossible But I strive for the best And if you are not willing, go join the rest My love over flows like milk and honey God’s image of love is wrapped up in me When your clothes get ironed Or when I call and ask you “What do you want for dinner tonight?” When I ask about your day And make sure you have everything you need and want When we don’t go to sleep mad Or when I let you know what’s going on Love is good It carries the same weight as God does with the world on his shoulders I deserve better I deserve it all And I will graciously wait For that right man to call -Khaniqua
The table is set I’m all in The aroma is inviting It smells delicious Glass set by the hour with love Skillet sizzling and the heat above Waiting for your call As I sit at the table and wait Did I do something wrong? As I go back in my mind and contemplate Your invited as a guest You made your own plans But forget me nots These plans you sand Was it really true Are you really, real? I can’t really let you know how I feel You’re the guy with no plan And I’m a woman with a future How does this work? Am I wasting my time? Wasting energy? Hoping for the best? A dashing face Worth a million kisses A loveable heart Full of hopes and wishes A sexy body That I’ll nurture for all our days And in many different ways I don’t pay to play I’ll let you have it for free What’s in me Don’t leave me Don’t walk away Don’t be scared I don’t bite I’ll love you in every way passible 10,000 ways to love you And make love to you A lifetime to summit and worship you I’m her, are you him? Can you give me what I deserve? Above my wildest dreams? What do you dream? I can be all that and more Give you rainbows, after the storm Life will be spectacular But with only me in it If only me and you could get through it together The table has been set And I’m all in 116% I’ll put on it For us to win Let go of the past And embrace your future For all to see The table is set And I’ll patiently wait For you to join me -Kyi
What do I want? Flowers every Sunday And kisses every night Being called beautiful is an awsome sight Just because you care I get those long stares Love me forever And make love to me everyday What do I want? A man that listens And thinks about me Understands it’s not easy But is not quick to give up He’s the opposite of me And makes my heart hurt The good hurt The good kind of love What do I want? A man after my own heart A man after God’s heart He’ll do things just because Just because he loves me And wants to see me happy A man with all the love in the world That is kind and gentle Rational beyond his mental What do I want? I want you I want it all The good and the bad I need you Your my forever Forever Always and forever -Kyi
31 ” ‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours.
He walks over and sits down And all I hear is a beautiful sound Its graceful and elegant But when I look at him I’m hesitant He’s promised to another With a very happy life But as I look at him I feel alive The sound feels the air Like fog on a gloomy day I’m mesmerized and paralyzed I can feel it in my bones Like you’re playing for me This hidden talent How can this be? Your face has passion Your fingers have grace And when you hit the keys It fills up the space His eyes shut Not even deep in thought With every key hit His head tilts and he begins to rock His body jerks As if having a deep conversation This hidden talent How did I not know? Unspoken words But that sound says a lot I feel like I’m yours I’m connecting with your thoughts I look at you and kiss you Praying we don’t get caught Reality escapes me But in this moment We belong together I’m yours and your mine And this moment is a sign But reality crashes at the end of the tune And I look at you with love As you get up and leave the room I’ll always remember The connection we experienced The day you sat down And we became one -Kyi
Black Death Go into her black hole She’d love for you to join her She’ll make it worth your wild She’ll bring agony, with a hint of despair The coldest kind of love Without any cares She’ll kiss you And make you melt in her arms You’ll be her prey You’ll fall for all her charms Black death Black Death is what they call her When they want to punish you horribly bad See you squirm in your seat Fall with defeat She kicks She kicks and all the breath leaves your body Like heat escaping a lighter And she smiles without a care in the world Right before she bites And venom slithers through your body Like a snake in heat Not caring who or what it finds Just knowing it wants you The air slows like its coming to a stop You can’t breathe and all of a sudden you drop Black Death Oh, she’s inside you Entertaining, contemplating, shaking everything up Your movements now, are like slugs And she’s like a leaf Gone with the wind She is untouchable And unstoppable And oh so capable And she picked you are her prey Black Death Black Death is what they call her And she won’t stop until she has her say She’s going to kill you Make you scream out in terror And make you remember her name She doesn’t play any games She’s out for blood Can you feel her She’s here Your voice has escaped you All she can see now are tears As she stands with a grin She can see all your fears A mind game she has And she tearing your world up You’ll never be the same Black Death Black Death is what they call her And she’s not even ashamed Because in the end Every single one will remember her name -Kyi